Ellie ✨ @sadtransgirl@social.wxcafe.net

God I’m so nervous with this public speaking class. It’s going to go so quickly and I’m so bad at speeches. Being visibly trans doesn’t help with the anxiety either. Makes it 10000x worse, especially knowing there are open conservatives in the class...

I suppose it’s true that you shouldn’t need to prove who you are in terms of your identity (ie being a man/woman/nb) but unfortunately many people seem to disagree. In my experience, people are very critical as to what makes you a man or woman (or even trans) and if you don’t meet their checklist of items, you’re just invalid to them. I wish society was more accepting.. I don’t need people making my insecurities worse by criticising every aspect of my body or pride/lack thereof..

A lot of times when I see people much happier and successful than me I just get even more depressed than usual because I’m reminded of how inferior I am. This especially is the case when I see someone younger than me being way better than I could possibly hope of being... It just makes me wish I was dead...

and then a cishet comes in calling you sir...

That feeling when it almost seems like you might actually be starting to pass

There is no escape from my mother’s transphobia. Not even in public... at a doctor’s waiting room

I’m so nervous about my summer speech class. It starts in an hour and I have a feeling I won’t do well at all

TFW a cis person sees you and your trans gf being all cutesy and calls you couples goals Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

Sometimes mirrors can be nice to me

Ugh dysphoria is so bad today. I just want to hide in a hole and never show my face to the world again

Happy pride month to all my LGBT+ peeps! You’re all beautiful and amazing and wonderful! 🏳️‍🌈

I’m so grateful for my girlfriend. She’s always there to support me and help me through the toughest times. And she’s adorable to boot 💕

I’m not even sad today. Just angry. I dunno why but everything and everyone is pissing me off today

I’m so tired of my family giving me shit for being trans. I’m not asking for acceptance, just tolerance...